Thursday, January 04, 2007
I'm feeling supersuper weird. I dont know why. I'm happy about my class. It isnt school that's bothering me. I dont even know luh. Just like, there are some hidden things that I felt so. Somehow weird la. =.= stupidstupid. Nah, perhaps just think too much (:
I thought school was boring as there wasnt any lessons carried out. Just talk&talk/: It's pretty annoying especially when it comes to people like ZhangYan. But never mind, I'm going with her for 2years, so I guess I shall learn to appreciate her& to listen to her. I dont mind, even I know she doesnt likes me): I'll like her SOMEDAY. No, today. Chinese lesson was a change of sit. So like that guy from States sat infront of me. Oh, he doesnt takes Chinese.
I felt such a bigbig responsible on me. First thing to do in the morning, General Office to take Attendance book/: I NEVER did that before. Somehow I was completely lost. And I got to ask MissGraceNg for help.
I'm sorry, I really felt like I should not, but on the other hand I thought I should. I really dont know how to face you still. But thanks, you're the best teacher ever<3Back to class. I wasnt late. Mr Teo was early. Joelyn was like, wah so responsible. Perhaps it isnt about responsiblity or not. But it just somehow wouldnt be right if I dont carry out my job well enough right? I mean I dont know but still I shall give it a go. Perhaps things would get better like that. I shall carry out my duty well. And not disappoint others.
Lessons were especially boring today. 3hours, boredom): One hour of Maths, by Ms Chung. One hour of English, by MdmLow ( I feel weird calling her MdmLow ) &one hour by ZhangYan): And I'm thinking of taking up Higher Chinese. Everyone thinks it wouldnt be an advantage for me. But I dont know what, somehow something is like bugging me to take up Higher Chinese. Lets just say everything would do me good. But, I dont know why I'm thinking twice. Oh oh, I wouldnt mind to sit in the same Examination Hall with ZhiHui. I didnt sit in the same hall as her before.
I've decided to like ZhangYan, I dont care if she's going to treat me HORRIBLY. I'm going to like her. I've decided. I'm going to look for her in school tomorrow&talk to her. I dont know if my results says Higher Chinese is good for me. But, I shall give it a try by talking to her(: Yay, okay I'm a nice kid/:
We also had one hour of free period. No, perhaps it was the gossip period:D heh heh. And then was Core Geog. MrMelvynTan aint that bad. And I think I like him. Though it may be monotone at times. But still, yea, he's nice! Super super nice. I kinda regretted taking Elective Lit, should have taken History instead): I dont want AmeliaAnne. I want MrTeo!&cousin can teach me too right.
End of the day, attendance book to be back in the office): I'm like so VivienPhua usedtobe. T.T VivienP, help me): nononono, I shall help myself first. Its quite bad since Fadly is a prefect. And he was thanking me today for helping him. And I'm like, cause you got to really thank me:D I'm missing 1E4. Where's Andy? Where's Kenneth. Where's Fiona. Where's Sohfia. GOSH. I miss the entire class. We did many things together as one. So hatred or love, I still love you all no matter what. Perhaps I just dont like C's lying. And everything should be fine.
Yanze said I aint going to see him dance):, never ever. it doesnt bothers me. Hahah, but he was nice today:D questioning about my school life now. I guess he's helping out in the Sec1 Orientation in his school. And therefore aint going home tonight): He danced with the Sec1s I guess. And he said he was laughing at himself. So he is sure I'm going to laugh at him. So I wont be given a chance): He said the Sec1s wouldnt dare to laugh at him. Heh heh, but I dare:D haha, blah! I guess I dont miss talking to him already! I guess ZhiHui miss talking to J. Hahahah, I'm going to make use of J for that korean. Heh heh heh. I know I'm mean. But since ZhiHui wants me to like him, I shall do it nicely:D Blahblahblah, he still insist I'm a ____. No, I'm not/:
Met Amelia&Eliz today. Gosh. I hugged them. :D I miss them! I seriously do! Oh, then I think I miss Yanze more/: It's like 754215673years never see him already. Since Primary1 till now. Now I think my life revolves around a few people.
ZhiHui - we sms like 24/7.¬ forgetting Amelia,Liz&the rest of BASCgirls. Yay. I love you all to bits. Nothing would separate us I guess. We're still that close like since PrimaryOne. It's been a longlong time loves!
My schoolcliques! Always there, those gossips are usually the INNER ones. Hahahah. But apparently, there's just too much hatred. But I wouldnt care if ____ hates me or not. Okay, yes she does. But it doesnt bothers me. I mean like, I'm still happy right. And I wouldnt care if she talks bad about me. I mean, its her problem. Not my problem. So end of the day, Jolene&Joelyn are like the happiest kiddo on earth! We're the estatic child!
Doesnt bothers me about _____, since nothing will ever change me. Childish&being happy is the best I guess. Ignorance is bliss.
Oh, not forgetting Yanze! Hahahah, what a great friend he have been. Lol, I told him everything about the ______________________ ( fill in the blanks ) news. I bet he was like, CHILDISH. Hahah, I guess he doesnt like the Sec1s, since he kept complaining said they are stupid. I went like, PLEASE BE MORE PATIENT-.- roflol. He was like, kaykay I'll try. Oh you better do:D ohoh! And he starts calling me Prince after calling me Princess): T.T &I havent talked to him anything about wearing longpants. Hahaha, I guess it isnt a bigbig thing to him. Hahahahah, okay, I seems bad. To be laughing at him everytime. Ohwells, later he wont say I'm a nice girl anymore. I shall be nice from today onwards. And not bully this little boy! Since he is like 24days younger than me:D what complicated relationship. Aunties&aunties. Lol, thats the simple term. I'm not thickskin la. I'm quite shy. Roflol. Yay, I got my way on this;D
Roflol. The payeasy advertisement by tangyuzhe is super cartoon luh. And I think tangyuzhe is supersuper goodlooking. Heh heh, not forgetting wuzun la. Actually I thought tangyuzhe sings better than wuzun! Ohwells. Whatever that's good.
Yay, estactic little child:D I know he's more mature than me. Though 24days younger. But, who cares:D I'm happy!
<3 Yay, tonight:D
loveloveloves!
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