Thursday, October 19, 2006
Talk about yesterday night. Went dinner.
Saw Xavier&Han, with their group of friends. I was kind of afraid at first. But later, I look at ShiHan. I knew, I think he saw me. And, he didnt like said HELLO. Or at least smiled. I looked at him from afar. Thoughts really went through my mind. My heart broke? Yeah, it did. He wasnt the boy I knew many years ago. He wasnt the boy that I loved so hard &played an important role in my life. No longer. He has already grown up (: To a big boy. He drinks. He smokes. No longer that cute& fat chubby little boy.
Mummy looked at him& said. ' He is handsome now, no longer the fat& chubby one.' And I went : Yeah, he only know how to break my heart !
I think my heart was really shattered. Okay. He went back already. I wanted to see him for one last time. Perhaps I should have went up to him. And said : Hello, I would wait till two years pass, &this siblinghood will last till the end. I just want him to know, that I hadnt given up hope on him. To let him know, we all still cared.
After that, went cousin's place. Since Jamus didnt want to give me the password for his images. So I took my photo in his phone& put as wallpaper. (: And Jonathan was teaching me how to play QingTian on the guitar. His Literature is horrid. I think I would die if I take Literature. Haha. I managed to learn some of QingTian thing. But, its tough okay ! Then they suaned me like hell. Saying I'm thickskinned. Call myself a Princess. And whatever shit they have ! Haha.
And Jonathan said he is the Prince if I'm the Princess, cause he's my relative. And I'm like, shouldnt you be honoured that you have a Princess as a cousin. And he was saying, he's a royalty too. Haha. And he didnt want to continue this fantasy conversation with me. Hahahaha ! I'm a Princess what !
Then later Xavier Ah Gong called. He got his problems. So he called me. I'll be there (: And he said next time he sad, he will call me. Cause talk to me will HIGH HIGH HIGH de. And he nearly cried luh. Cause Han went back already. And, that's when our relationship became Granddad& Granddaughter ! And he told me his problems. And I told him some jokes. And he laughed. At somehow, he was teaching me Hokkien. Cause I'm a Hokkien, yet dont know how to speak. So he taught me. Haha. Yeah.
And he said in school must call him AhGong. So others would know I have a hot& sexy grand ! Haha. LAUGHS. Told him something. And all he said was ' Fuck him ' DOTS. Hahahah ! Laughs ! -.- Retarded, aint we. Haha. He got sooo many problems. And he screwed up some girl. Awwww. How horrible.
He's nice luh ! One nice person at least. Who was with Han for ten years ! (: TEN YEARS. Brotherhood. That's why he would cry for him !
And he reads my blog ! Haha. I just found out. Oh well, then this post is for him! (:
Thanks AhGong ! The nicest one! When got problems, I'll be your listening ear ! Promise (:
Your GrandDaughter ! :D
5:45 PM
