Monday, October 16, 2006
Daniel greeted me with a nice Hello in the morning. And a warm smile. That makes me happy. But my results made me puke. I cant believe its MY results. Haha.
I'm feeling damn fucked up now. Thanks to those fucking results I'm having. I'm down. Sad to the sorrows, uh no, HAPPINESS.
English Paper One Letter Writing - 19half/30
Paper Two - 23/50
Oral - 20/30
History - 58/100
Literature - 77/100
Science - 25/100
Mathematics - 54/100
Design&Technology - 47/80 OVERALL - 66/100
Can you believe it. Firstly, I never get BAD RESULTS for my English. Neither did I ever failed. And now, its like my language is dropping. And I'm like, what the hell is going on ! Why English ?! My strongest subject. And now, its so weak. What the hell. I think my language is horrible. Fugly thing.
And History. I spent those nights just studying& going through every single details for it. Spent like, so much time instead of my Science. And when I saw my paper, I'm like " What the hell ! Mr Teo, can I have more marks. I studied like hell ! " Like fuck, you could said. Staying back almost everyday after school. Getting help from Mr Teo, from my cousin. And from him. And now, the results are like. HELL. Studied like fuck, and got those fucking results. Dang.
Literature. I'm not satisfied. YES, NOT. I would want an 85 at least. It's like, so damn it low. But, at least its A A1. Like, only one A1. How pathetic can my results be ?
Science. Haha. Laugh to tears, and to sorrows. Like, what the fuck is it ? CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ? 25 ! Lowest in class together with VivienT. And Miss Ng TE wants to talk to us. Yea, we studied together. We got the same results. Can anything help ? No, nothing can help this fugly results. How about my AMaths Class. Haha ! It's all GONE. For good.
Mathematics. Oh, I never expected it. Abel failed his Maths. I dont believe. He is a like, damn smart boy. And he failed. And Victor's sick. He got the highest despite him not coming today. He got 89 ?! Like what the fuck please. So HIGH. And some guy in the level got a 100 ! HAHAHAHA. Something I'll never get to. What a loser. Stupid gawd damn it results ! Fine ! Whatever. Just know, EVERYTHING IS GONE. MY FUTURE IS RUINED. Not the paper, just me.
Design&Technology. It wont pull up my grades. Mr BennyNg& Potato said. 25/100 for science is WELL DONE, GOOD JOB. Potato was just being sarcastic. He suaned us like what la ! But, at least, he's nice ! Mr BenngNy HIGH TECH luh ! Then they both say we came from the mountains -.- Uh, okays ! Fine ! Haha. It make me laughs.
I'm down to the saddest. And, to the worst, the happiest. ):
Oh wells, that's all. I think you're so hypocrite. Whatever. Things are so going to get better. Gone is a rather better thing. Be gone then !
3:42 PM
