Wednesday, September 27, 2006
My day was screwed up. Badly.
Firstly, I screwed up my Chinese Paper One. I'm glad that I did not screwed up my letter writing. Only the Composition. And I think my listening was kinda screwed up too. Though its easier than SA1. This year past so quickly, just so quickly. After all my papers, went for MissKang's lesson. I learnt new things. Things that I weren't sure about. And Miss Ng didn't taught us ! Alrights, I dont really blame her. I really don't. After that, went to find Miss Yee, asked about Maths question. She aint that bad either. And then, find Miss Ng Tiong Eng. She said the Science paper will be very very very difficult. And if we don't study, we are not going to fail, but fail BADLY. Oh dear ! And Miss Kang did said it was hard. T.T
How am I going to get good grades man. After that, IT Training. The girls came back. VivienT was tramatized. Cause a dead bird was ran over by a car. Everyone was like afraid. Many things happened today. Dang ! During IT Training. I cried badly.
My first time, in school. Abel was running, and I stick my leg out. He wanted to jumped over when I put down, and he hit the metal thing on top of the door. And his head bleed. And Khairul was like, ' TELL MR SEETOH !' And I was damn afraid. I dont know. I really thought he would die. I mean. I'm serious. I thought he would die. I really thought. I dont know, I just became afraid &tears just came rolling.
After the guys ran down, I ran down too. Bloods were every where on the floor. I cried harder. When I reached General Office, I went up to him. I saw the blood flowing. And keep crying. Vivien pulled me away from him& said, ' He wont die, dont worry.' And she started to talk about red blood cells& platelets.
I was damn afraid. Really. I didnt mean it. I didnt know he would jumped. I thought he would be like, walked. I really didnt know. I'm so sorry. I didnt meant it.
Teacher asked us to go back for class. During class, Mr Lee SK came, and talked to me with Fahmi. Then Mdm Ng, our principle, came. She brought me down to her office. We walked a big round so we wont see Abel. And she hold my hand like a little girl. I cried really hard& badly. She was like comforting me throughout, making me feel better.
Okays, she's a nice principle. Even though I didnt liked her before. But now, she's nice. She talked to me about a lot of things.
After we left her room, I walked out of the General Office. I saw the ambulance. It really frightens me. The amount of blood, I really thought he was going to die.
Really. Told Stanley. KennethTan &ChengHao. I didnt know Cheng was in that conversation. Kenneth, still my good son !
My girls really can make me smile after crying. Thanks girls. And those guys who console me. I shall list their names.
Vivien Tan
Lynn Lim
Vivien Phua
Sin JiaQi
Tung YuTing
Poh PohLing
Sheryl Woon
VictorTan
Samuel
Fahmi
Khairul
Thank you so much guys ! You made my day brighter.
After so much had happened, left class. Went Mac. Abel replied. He could even HAHA to me. What the hell. He knew I was afraid. Very afraid. Why can he still smile ?
Mdm Ng did said, ' I dont think he is angry with you. He doesnt look unhappy.' Really ? Perhaps.
Yeah, REJOICE IN THE LORD. He is forever rejoicing.
Though he is angry. And later, he didnt reply already. It really frightens me. So I messaged Victor. And Victor didnt reply either ! T.T Or its Samuel gave me the wrong number.
I'm feeling so guilty. Though they said it wasnt my fault. I'm feeling damn bad now. ABEL LIM. I'M SO SORRY. I DIDNT MEAN IT. REALLY.
I know, millions of sorry cant compare to the pain & stitches. SORRY STILL.
Okays, I owe you.
Yeah, that's my really screwed up day.
Waiting for that happiness.
Jolene (:
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