Jolene Ang
Coral Secondary
I'm a selfproclaim Princess & Supergirl

visited.

HELLO :D

Supposed to meet darling Vivien today. We both woke up late. Blahs. School's kinda bored. &I think I was kinda sick. Got slight fever yesterday. Blahs. Talked to darling Vivien. WeiMin called. He sounded like Han. Oh my gosh.

You make me go crazy, just for your love.

&yeah, we are getting something. At lease something& somewhere. I miss you. (:
After swimming, Xavier messaged me. Oh fuck, things happened again. They whack people, &people whacked them. Han was with them. He escaped? I dont know. I hope so, I mean, I rather he escaped. I think I'm making things worst. But I dont know. I just help him. I shouldnt do it this way. But I am. Its hard to go against him. &I think all I could ever do is, just talking to him, &saying stuffs like, encouraging him to go back. &yeah, I know he wont listen to him. Xavier will take care of him ? I hope so.

ShiHan, who is he to me ? Asking myself why should I help him.
Perhaps &because I think he is someone important in my life. And shared many things with. He is a nice guy. A really nice guy. And I think I love him too much, just too much. What a nice brother I have, he was &were there, whenever help was needed. And he is also someone that I really cared a lot. If something happens to him, I dont know what to do. As in, he is a really nice person, &now, I seriously dont know. I mean its like, I think he's stuck somewhere. Just somehow stuck somewhere. Perhaps he just wanted to do something that really could make him happy. And I just hope he would find something that makes him happy. I would have cried. He is a kind soul. Oh, what to do ? Pray, just pray. I want the best for you. You are important. What became of him now ? I dont know. I dont even know his whereabouts. Oh dear, perhaps that was on purpose. I enjoyed every single moment with him during our Primary Six years. Its like, so fun, with all those joys&laughters. &tears too. I missed that year of fun, after studying hard together, &after PSLE, it was time for us to played hard. I think everyone misses those times.
Those people are my girls, &Han. I mean its just sooo sooo sooo fun. Yeah, &I'm missing Han. I know ZhiHui misses him too. I love them both.

I think I should talk to JoelNeo someday. Just someday. Perhaps I should.
Xavier told me little things. I cant get the story. &I only know it started with a middle finger. Hello, middle finger doesnt mean anything can. Blahs.

&JingGuo was involved too. He was relunctant to tell me. And yeah, he was like so damn lahs. Fine. Whatever. I dont give a damn ! Shall ask Xavier. Blahs.

I told FengLin stuffs, I broke Joelyn's&Pan's heart. They BIG MOUTH LA. Haha. Will tell them, someday perhaps. Yeah. I love them, my cute people. Lynn&Agnes are cartoon la. Haha. I enjoy with them. Vivien toooo ! She knows everything. She gonna get me SOMETHING. &I'm gonna get her SOMETHING too. Okays. We lied. (:

And I think Andy's helping me too. Haha !
PLEASE UPDATE ME.

&I saw Andy&Celes pictures laaaaa. So cute can ! HAHAHAHA ! :D Cute couples.

FOR NIGEL :D
Hey brother. I guess you're upset, or maybe happy, cause you know she's somewhere up there. Its your prelims now, &you're in such a state. I hope everything would go smoothly. I guess she's someone important in your life. &now she's gone. Was it like, a you should already know thing ? I wanna go her wake. But I'm not sure if I could make it. Perhaps shall do some phone calls. &if you need any help, I would be there (: Please, stay happy. Or you are. I dont know. I wanna see you soon, you aint in school, perhaps busy at wake. I shall drop by one day.
Thanks brother for everything.
With Love.

I think I confused my feelings. I dont know. I just long for a fairytale. I want Church. I think I need Him. I think I need. Perhaps I really need. Perhaps its time.

Lover's desire. I need him.