Monday, April 03, 2006
whee. home. hahas. today went to celebrate vivienphua's birthday. we went pizza hut eat. then go sing birthday song there. whoots. fun ah. hehes. it was like very fun lahs. glad that she's happy. hehes. and also ..
HAPPY BITHDAY VIVIEN- and guess what. i'm so damn in love with GREEN. its nice dont you think so. hahas. ohwells. anyway. i went to church yesterday. at first went to abel's church at 1030. then he never tell me the time changed. it starts at 0900 and i went there to hear announcement. haha. lols. then later i went to meet fenglin. and we went cornerstone together. for the first third youth service. it starts at 1230. oh wells. i felt like so guilty after what i had done. and during altar call. so many people prayed for me and i was crying like so .. i dont know. i was crying. and rachel was also there praying for me. pastor yang talked about LIGHT. when he was talking i was really kinda tired. like can doze of anytime. ate many sweets to keep me awake. haha. it was during altar call. when i felt so guilty. that i let everything out. fenglin too. i really think the problem lies with me. it has nothing to do with the cell. they are alright. i think they are kinda surprise to see us there. and jingwei was like saying i miss the church. haha. quite true lahs. but i really think its too late now. i felt so guilty. i dont even dare to look at rachel and karen eye to eye when talking. i felt so guilty of EVERYTHING. hias. if only i could turn back the clock. IF ONLY. i'm so so so guilty. hias.
oh wells. and let me tell you guys about my first time in maple. i was really a noob. haha. i dint log off after playing. STUPID ah. and when i saw pigs after me, i ran like a mad dog. seriously. haha.
i'm beginning to hate school now. school is like giving more and more homeworks. and its like I CANT FINISH. the teachers think we are superkids ! can finish every homework on time. HA. think i rather go BMS instead. lalalas. hehes. i havent done home econs. DIE. YITING. WE CHIONG ! urghs. english i also must chiong le.
3 weeks more to exam. OH MY GOSH. kill me will you. i must must chiong le. REALLY MUST CHIONG le.
and li xiang qing ren is like so nice. hahas.
now talking to edmund. haha. he funny sia. lalalas. lols.
stop here for now.
I LOVE
GREENJOLENE x)
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